I'm not sure what happen to me nowadays, but I'm just can't smile, or feel very happy.
I'm not unhappy.
Not sure is it because of tough assignments, or too sienz.
I didn't feel hungry when I forgot to eat my dinner yesterday.
And I don't feel hungry now even I took my last meal at 5+ pm.
Sometimes I'm too 好胜。
I want something, I know I can't get it, or will never get it, I will feel super moody.
Fine, I give up. I don't wanna win. But when I see people having what I want...x.x
I feel excited when I know my friends are studying abroad.
When I'm alone, I'll think, "Will I ever have this chance?"
I feel sienz, may be because there's nothing new in my life.
I like to see new things, learn new, listen new, know new, read new.
Even a simple thing like showing me a BIG house in Brunei (if i never see one), I'll be happy.
Or pretty small house will be good.
Doesn't mean I'm a person who forget old.
I just like to see new things that haven't happen in my life.
Going to gym makes me happy actually. And I'm going to gym tomorrow ^^