痛

我的心情还比这个更黑暗。

当我说的话没有人能听得进去，当我解释他还能怪我，那我还能用哪个语言表达我自己？

我心痛发现是如此那么难沟通，却又被抛弃，被逼要失去不想失去的东西，那无止境的痛我又能何……别人又能何理解。

当我希望他能真心地说声对不起，却得到被祝福的抛弃，我又能……怎样。

我为了少点争吵，我让步，却没被发现。

我向他寻找帮忙，却被说利用他。

我过度疲累睡过头，被说我懒惰。

疲累的坐在咖啡店做功课，被说我享受着跟朋友谈天。

还有很多...

这一切的污辱，误会，忍耐，包容，却得到抛弃！

这无情的人生还有什么意义？

The Face Shop's Club 20

One of my uni assignments is to interview The Face Shop, and they were going to launch their new product Club 20. 

Club 20:

- It is specially for students of age 13 to 24. 

- The Club 20 VIP card offers 20% off on Club 20 products.

- Entitled to 25% off every 15th and 25th of the month.

So most of our course mates in UBD joined this event, even the guys. 

If you are from age 13-24, you can try to go and ask about it, may be the event is still going on, and you can get the card and few samples for free. 

We were invited with the invitation card. 

The staffs explained how keeping beauty/young is important, the proper ways to use the skin cares and make up, the use of their products, etc. 

The 3 models trying on the skin care and make up.

It was funny when the guys were doing it.

I was putting skin care on her.

I was nervous when I wanted to curl her eye lashes, and that made her nervous too because the staff hurt her eye lid a bit when doing the demo.

While completing the make up on the girls, the guys were analysing their skin.

One of the models with her full make up. The staffs were saying she looks like Korean. Yes, she is. :)

Shimmy looking pretty with make up on. But she didn't feel comfortable with it. lol

She's holding the free samples that we got.

They are the Korean-Trained Make Up Artist. 

It was kinda boring in the introduction because I dislike sitting and just listening, just like my uni lectures >< But introduction is always a must to brief everyone what the event is about. 

That's why I raised up my hand to volunteer to do the make up on Shimmy, at least I didn't need to sit there for 2 whole hours. 

Anyway, it was fun overall, especially when we laughed at others lol 

And we were on the Chinese press according to my dad. 

Oh ya, if giving out free VIP card is over, you can purchase $10 to get the card. Happy shopping at Face Shop :)

Rachel & Zaki Wedding

Rachel is my very far relative. I don't know her and she doesn't know me too, CJ and I just accompanied my grandma to attend the wedding. 

One of the dresses that I like.

People thought we are couple, somemore we wore the same colour. 

An auntie said to CJ "Steady ho CJ, you bring friend." lol 

It was mooncake festival too last Sunday. So the Chinese temple had opera show in Hokkien.

The kitty mooncake from DK. My next cooking is to try to make mooncake...next year.

Steamboat Supper Reunion

It's been a long time that I didn't organise anything at my home. Was a bit worried because I have no boyfriend or maid to help me lol in case my place becomes a mess. But was ok, friends did help out. 

We were classmates from kinddy until high school and most of us, we have not met after we graduated in the high school. Then we were digging the memories and update what we are doing recently. 

As everyone were not at my place at the same time, so a person was asked for few times like "Have you graduated?" "What are you doing recently?" Then we have to keep repeating answer the same question lol so we kali-kali introduced ourselves like we just met. Watch this video:

This video is going to be edited again. Because one of them haven't send me all the clips.

When Ritchie said "Ban, this kind of thing you don't need to tell us."

Eldy's collection of my photos. Lucky he's my bro, else I'll think he's a perv.

Looking forward to the next reunion...

May be some of us will bring along our kids. lol

The classmates

Some of us were separated since form 5 (6 years ago), and some since form 6 (3 years ago). Some of them I rarely contact, and some still keep in touch because we study in UBD together. So sad right when we were once so close then lost contact because we have different goal. So we are going to have another reunion this weekend with a bigger group. It's been a looong time that my house didn't organise gathering :)

Thief in the hostel

Since it's my final year, when I thought of we are going to leave hostel few months later, I feel sad. These 3 years+ we have been staying together, sometimes eating together, we can communicate with each other so easily and talk at the corridor, or stay in friend's room to chat for hours, so easy to ask for accompany when we want to go out, just knock on the doors when I have problem, etc. Our bond got closer because we stay together.

BUT...most hostels have this case happen I believe. Something that really pissed me off is when people STEAL my things, yes it's steal. The first time when my cooking stuffs got stolen was around the time when my car window was broken by the bastards. And I have to re-buy everything. I put a warning notice without sensitive words, and hostel manager also put a warning notice there.

And this is the 2nd time my stuff got stolen. I know my hostel mates sometimes may use my things, I'm generous enough and don't actually mind if they are not too over. But this time I found my cooking oil lost, I assume that person must have finished it and thrown it away. !@#$%^&* I don't think this is the right way, right?

Luckily I have a spare cooking oil, if not, when I was about to cook and found no cooking oil, and I need to purposely drive out and buy!? Shouldn't be that way ok. 

First, they should not even use my stuffs, Sorry to be bias, but I don't mind if my friends use it, but my friend have to tell me that she is the one who use it so I won't be that angry.

Second, if you use people's stuff, then replace it la. 

Third, you shouldn't use, for example, cooking oil, until finish! That is selfish. Just buy your own!

Do I look very rude here? I was very sweet the first time and it's the thief's fault. And I actually received phone call, message, knock on my door asking "What happen to your cooking oil!?" lol

The third time, I'm gonna use foul word that starts with F.

Birthday vid for Carol

I recorded this while on the way to Miri. Dk had already reached my home that day to pick me up, and I don't even have the time to record the vid. Then we went to KB tea etc and didn't even have the chance to record because Dk was with me and it was so embarrassing, so ki siao to talk alone to my phone. 

I may 婆婆妈妈， 咯里咯说 if my boyfriend asks me to record a vid for him. But that day I was so semangat and promised Carol without second thought "ON! I'll do a vid for u." Sigh, 我在女人的面前是多莫的懦弱。

We almost reached Miri Custom and I couldn't even talk in front of my phone with Dk beside. Until he stopped at the road side, got off the car and let me talk to myself with the phone. I was so nervous and afraid he peeked me, so I kept looking at him. At the same time, the Gangnam song kept interrupting me. 

I know I'm stupid so you don't even need to comment that unless you think I'm cute. Or you don't even need to watch because this is my online diary, I just want to keep the stupid memory here and laugh at myself 10 yrs later.