:'( => Cry
:) => Normal/Happy
:O => Shocked
I started to feel depress around February or March. I started record this when I realised I cried very often in April, day and night.. I wanna know when I would stop crying, so I record whether I cry or don't cry everyday.
The third week of massive crying, I started to feel better and not shedding a tear anymore.
Who knows, few days later, I was shocked :O because of the car window breaking case. I was exhausted those few days going here and there settling things.
After that, I got better again, feeling normal and at least I smile and feel happy because of friends' company.
Looking back, 3 weeks ago, I was so depressed and cried like the world is gonna end. But I feel like it was a long time ago. Feel like I have recovered for quite long but it was just only 3 weeks. Guess too much happen in between that interrupts me.
Well, life goes on, so need to move on. Joining those happy people really works on healing the depression. I was so sad talking to Carol then she suddenly "YAY...BEST DAY!!" Then I was like "......*chuckle*" because I don't know why is she so high everytime and where does her energy come from.
Time flies and I can't imagine it's tomorrow that Carol is coming back, for 27 hours only!
Come back for 27 hrs
(minus) sleep 9 hrs
(minus) make up 1 hr
(minus) time for her CV mates 6 hrs
(minus) time for other friends 2 hrs
(minus) shopping 2 hrs
(minus) ready for check in 3 hrs
Sorry, the remaining 4 hrs will be mine~